Hello Mistress,

thank You once again for that fabulous session in London in December 2022, it was so good to see You again after so long. Here is my report, with apologies for the slight delay.

My inner experience of the session i would like to express as elation, at some moments euphoria, a feeling of total luxurious indulgence, a feeling of freedom and of being accepted/validated, and of being served up a whole menu of delicious treats without exactly knowing what treats were coming next.

i remember feeling especially euphoric at one point and raising/extending my arms, not to embrace You but just to express utter joy at being with You .. i especially felt a sense of luxury when You led me into the bedroom and I saw the beautiful covering on the bed. Being fucked by You, with You being so close and the two of us so connected, was fabulously joyful. Thank You for Your gentleness and kindness bearing in mind my hernia.

Surprises - i intensely enjoyed kissing and biting the back of Your legs, behind the knees! i had never done this before, never even thought of doing this to anyone, never even fantasized about it, so it was quite an amazing experience, utterly new and unexpected. Another surprise was the strength and toned shape of Your thigh muscles, to the touch, which i noticed when i was privileged to hold them briefly, i guess yoga makes a contribution there! Very strong and very lovely! Also, the strength and volume of the golden shower was unexpectedly intense, thank You!

Boundaries - i have to say i bumped up against a boundary when it came to gagging, i don't mind experiencing this if i am the active mover as it were, it can be hot, but passively receiving it and not having control I did not relish. i did not feel very unsafe, i had trust in You, but it's something i wouldn't want to revisit.

But overall i had a wonderful sense of being with a true sexual partner when we were playing, a deeper sense of connection than i often experience in femdom sessions. It was lovely to chat to You towards the end of the session, i appreciated this very much, i had expected that i would show more emotion when opening up to You but it doesn't easily happen for me and i wasn't disappointed, i felt i had communicated what i needed to tell You.

Thank you for the suggestions for homework, I'm afraid I am not really drawn to the self-love exercizes and root chakra work at the moment, since 2020 i feel I have shifted positively to a much more self-accepting position and although always open to new things and learning at present i feel disinclined to "work on" myself in the way that i used to. But I will follow up on the work of Alan Watts that You mentioned.

Thank You again for the opportunity to connect with You so beautifully and i hope we will meet again before long.

Love and respect,

Your Heathrow Whore

Xxx